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April 2025

4/30/2025

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Look back at April...

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This year's "Opening Day" for the Rockies had us in our winter gear.
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My lazy Saturday mornings were usurped by this crew as our baby started her first season of basketball.
Song: Let's Hear it for the Boy
Artist: Deneice Williams


When I was about 8 years old, I had a thing for buying cassette tapes from the thrift store. CDs were already a thing, but for some reason I loved buying the 50 cent cassettes. On one thrifty day, I found the "Footloose" soundtrack buried in the stacks and you would have thought I found gold as that movie was one of my repeat offenders of my VHS days.  This song is the best song on the soundtrack, and I think it perfectly montage the best part of the movie...Kevin Bacon teaching the cowboy how to dance. 
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April gifted us with some much needed snow.
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The trees are in full bloom, and both my allergies and the views are kicking.
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A family outing to Disney on Ice. The babies loved it, and as an adult who hasn't been in 20+ years, I was pretty awestruck with the talent and costuming.
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Me: Calculating the cost to create the costumes for the "Be Our Guest" ensemble.
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Day One of my Orthodontic Journey

I booked my free consultation with the orthodontist with a lot of naivety. I did not realize I would be signing up for basically my first modeling gig. They took photos of my teeth, face structure, and profile for close to thirty minutes.

Then, I was ushered into a room where my photos were on full display as I leaned back in the dentist chair that felt like a leather recliner. As I waited for the doctor, I snapped this photo and texted my mother..."Wow, look at my gorgeous teeth!". lol

Well, that moment was short lived as my fabulous doctor came in pointing out the imperfections of my smile and solutions to fix it. She said that not only my baby tooth would need to go (the main reason I am pursuing braces), but also my four wisdom teeth and possibly two more teeth close to my incisors.

Ma'am, I came here to get my teeth straightened, not to become a toothless gummy bear.

I left there feeling a bit alarmed and turned off all together...as I am not pursuing a perfect smile, but only trying to correct the gap that will occur when my beloved baby tooth is extracted (You can see her in the last photo frame on the far right).

Therefore, I decided to pursue a second opinion and this next doctor said that all those additional extractions were not necessary and they can pull my baby tooth and set me on a course to pull my adult tooth forward to fill and straighten the gap. Alleluia.

So, the plan is in motion. My baby tooth will be extracted in early May. I'll be having a "Hot Hillbilly Summer" as I rock a semi-toothless smile and then invisalign. We'll see how this goes lol.
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Daily Carpool Date: Looking at the clouds with her homemade binoculars and classy leg-cross.
Song: Kiss of Life
Artist: Sade


This song was on repeat as I painted a new mural in my kitchen. I have loved Sade since my childhood, but something about her perfectly fits this moment in my early 30s. 
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An aerial view of the mess that is my vanity.
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A mother and her first child on their 4th easter egg hunt together.
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Serving up Easter Pastels and a Tater Tot casserole on this Easter Morning.
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Cousins chatting about the life cycle of Mushrooms.
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Trash Hikes

During one of my runs on the South Platte, I came across a group of souls picking up trash with the 5 gallon buckets and crab-like trash grabbing tools. I stopped to thank them and one of the men said, "Feel free to join us. We have supplies around the corner". So, I paused my run, picked up my supplies and filled a 5 gallon bucket before resuming my run home.

I was so excited to meet about 20 other like-minded souls who were taking care of the trail. Picking up trash along my long walks has been something I have done since my Covid days, but it has always been a solo excursion. Therefore, I am so glad to have found this group and to help out by keeping my beloved Denver clean.

Here is the info if you would like to join us!
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My view from a Sunday Morning Yoga Session at my home.
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Turquoise, a blend of blue and green, generally symbolizes tranquility, communication, and emotional balance. It is also associated with healing, protection, and clear thinking. In some cultures, it represents growth, renewal, and spiritual connection.
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My beautiful cousin Moranda hosted book club this month. We finished up Chelsea Handler's latest book and all left those pages having a HUGE girl-crush on the woman.
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The first blooms in my wildflower garden!
Song: Baby, Baby, Baby
Artist: TLC


When 60 degree weather starts hitting, my music rotation drops back a few decades. 
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Rivers: I would steal him if I could.
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I spent a lot of hours on the South Platte trail this month as a I train for my first half-marathon in May. Here is a snippet of one of it's many glorious views.
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Random Rant / Hot Take: I've truly never understood why taking care of the yard is considered a "man's job" in the classic patriarchial sense. Mowing the lawn might be the easiest chore in all of my household-keeping duties. It literally takes no muscle. I'd argue that mopping requires more physical exertion.
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Simple Pleasure: I love drinking my coffee during my morning shower.
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Call Me MacGyver

In the month of April, I got two flat tires. First one was on my way to the Rockies's opening day and it was the first time I ever had to change my tire "out in the wild". My dad has trained me all of my life for that moment, and it came. I was on the side of the busy street jacking my car up with the dinky scissor jack and spinning lug nuts. I truly felt so proud of myself.

My second flat tire came at an even less opportune time. I was leaving work to go pick up my niece from school and I found my opposite back tire completely flat. I debated jacking my car up and doing another pit crew tire swap, but determined I did not have time for that as she needed to be picked up in 15 mins. So, I rolled my car over to my local gas station praying for an air pump and that I wouldn't bend my rim rolling on a completely flat tire. Fortunately, my prayers were answered and I filled up my tire and found the hissing nail that had punctured it.

It was then that I decided that my best solution was to create my own patch via the supplies in my pencil case. I went into full MacGyver mode by using an Elmer's glue stick and some bandaids. The quick assembled innovation stopped the flood of hissing and I rolled on to pick up my niece. Once I signed her out, I let her know about the emergency and she asked to see the tire. She took a moment to look it over and she said, “I think that will work”. With the compliments from my 4 year old niece, I banked on her hope and continued to hurry to my parent’s house so we could patch my tire.
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We made it home. I was relieved. My dad was impressed. And, Wesley got her first lesson on how to change a tire. Life truly is fascinating full cycle.
Song: Boys
Artist: Lizzo - Pink Panda Remix

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Me, anxiously awaiting river season.
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A Northside Denver Staple

I spent many family dinners here eating the Spanoli plate with homemade noodles. Patsy was always your server when you came here; so it was only right we gave her a toast as we enjoyed her meal.

I truly do not know if she is still alive so I said, "To Patsy, whether she be down the street at Mount Carmel Catholic Church or up above watching us eat our canolis."
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My fellow-fashionista: When we get home from school we promptly drop our school unifrom and "get fabulous". This day's outfit was an Oktoberfest dress, all the jewlery she owns, winter gloves, Elsa crocks, and a hair full of clips.

As I helped her dress all she would say was, "I am so so so fabulous" over and over again. And I'd say, "Yes you are, babygirl!".

I love helping to raise a confident Queen!
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We did a backyard hibachi experience for my Auntie Gina's 50th birthday party!
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And he came equipped with a Sake filled Super Soaker!
Song: Hot Sugar
Artist: Glass Animals


This song is the perfect mix of R&B and psychedelic vibes. The lyrics make no-sense, but perfect sense. Give it a listen and ride the wave of "hot sugar in the afternoon".
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My Handsome: those auburn curls and big dark eyes!

I like to tell him, "You're so gorgeous!"'; to which he replies, "No, I'm handsome!".
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Views from the third row. 12 people in one car ain't nothing new to this crew.
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Add this to my Wish List
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My color palette and design for my kitchen mural.
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After School Slurpees
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My flowers were cracking soil and braving the final frosts of April.
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My view from a downtown run.
Song: Funkytown
Artist: Lipps 

I don't know why...but this song has been on heavy rotation this month. It never gets old and it always gets me dancing. 
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Got to see my girl TRIXIE MATTEL live!
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We danced for hours and fell in love with Rebecca Black.
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Solid Pink Disco was the name, so I brought out my pinks and my little blonde bob.
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The women's bathroom at Trixie's show was the place to be.
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Brining the girls out for Trixie's show. Never do I ever expose the décolletage...but Trixie Mattel scares away the hetro-males and brings out the gays and gals...so I knew I'd be safe lol.

I felt fabulous and free.
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When they ask me what I want to be when I grow up...
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Chelsea Handler's "I'll Have What She's Having": I went into reading this book with a benign opinion of Chelsea. I grew up watching her late-night Tv show and found her funny, but I was never in love. This book changed that for me. Through her book I found her to be generous, smart, well-read, family-oriented, and reflective. 

Thirst: 2600 Miles to Home: Heather, whose trail name is "Anish," conveys not only her athleticism and wilderness adventures, but also shares her distinct message of courage--her willingness to turn away from the predictability of a more traditional life in an effort to seek out what most fulfills her. 

The Sports Gene: David Epstein tackles the great nature vs. nurture debate and traces how far science has come in solving it. Through on-the-ground reporting from below the equator and above the Arctic Circle, revealing conversations with leading scientists and Olympic champions, and interviews with athletes who have rare genetic mutations or physical traits, Epstein forces us to rethink the very nature of athleticism.​

Braiding Sweetgrass: Drawing on her life as an indigenous scientist, and as a woman, Kimmerer shows how other living beings―asters and goldenrod, strawberries and squash, salamanders, algae, and sweetgrass―offer us gifts and lessons, even if we've forgotten how to hear their voices. This is our book for the next round of book club and I am loving it! 
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February & March 2025

3/29/2025

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February and March felt like a runaway train after a dreadfully slow climb in January. 

The past 60ish days consisted of: first birthday parties, 400 dollar winnings at the Craps table, a visit to Denver's Pow Wow, cocktails with friends, snow drifting in empty parking lots, cavity fillings, time with my favorite toddlers, protesting at the Capitol, training for a half-marathon, showcasing style, and general tomfoolery around the greater Metro Area. Oh, and music...a lot of music and dancing.

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Eva's First Birthday Party

Our baby Eva is a big one year old. We celebrated at Cochino Taco out in Arvada, and margaritas were had.

This party was to celebrate our baby Eva, but it was also a celebration of her parents Moranda and Joaquin. I am a firm believer that first birthdays are mostly a celebration of the survival of the parents. They did it. The long hours, the restless nights, the complete shift in focus....it's a feat worthy of the highest admiration. I am so proud of both of them and thankful for them bringing this little soul into our family.
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My Little River Otter

We visited "The Golden Mill" for Arianna's early birthday party as she will be jet-setting across the world for her actual birthday.

While there, my little sunny boy kept asking, "You wanna go look at the river?!". And I, a fellow lover of the river, said, "Yes! Let's go again!".

I love his enthusiasm for life and his general sweetness. He is truly an angel walking this earth...and he's got the perfect cherub curls to prove it.
Artist: Charley Crockett
Song: I Am Not Afraid


"Now darlin'
I am not afraid to
Not afraid to love you
I am not afraid"


Soul music is at the heart of all my favorite genres and Crockett delivers the soul in his song "I Am Not Afraid". It is so soulful, in fact, that it sounds like it is from another era...one with flat empty plains which are only disrupted by a rambling tumbleweed. It's simplicity and stillness brings a sweetness that marries well with the message of the vulnerability of love. 
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The Denver Pow Wow

We caught the "Opening Ceremony March" at Denver's 49th Annaul Pow Wow.

This ceremony always makes me cry as you see all the Natives from their various tribes keep their tradition alive through music, dance, and dress. It is an honor it witness.
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We Are Not Defeated

Before the opening ceremony, the men and women prepped their vestments and makeup in the rows of the Coliseum. Watching each one of them transform out of their "daily clothes" into their "holy clothes" was nothing short of miraculous and felt like peeking behind the holy veil of the temple.

While they dressed/prepared, the MC, Chris Eagle Hawk, made general remarks to all who were in attendance. He addressed our current political climate and he said, "I encourage you to not become disheartened. We Natives have experienced the punishing hand of the United States Government, but we do not become disheartened. We do not stop fighting. We are seeds. We grow and flourish even if we may be trampled. He shall not triumph if we all remember what America truly is.".

It was so profound, intuitively perfect, and raised the crowd (consisting of all cultures/colors) to their feet.
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Best Dressed

A young boy in his regalia at the start of the Pow Wow. I loved the colors he chose and the handiwork of the tassels. I wish I could have seen him dance because I am sure it bounced beautifuly.
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Happy Valentine's Day!

This will forever be my favorite holiday as I am a hopeless lover-girl. I not only believe in the power of love, but that each day should be one of romance....that each day is a chance to fall in love...a chance to fall deeper in love with the life in front of you. And, I think Valentine's Day captures some of that magic. It inspires everyone to create some romance in their life...and I find that profoundly beautiful.

Plus, I look damn good in red. □
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Home Away from Home

Spring is here and I'm back at the river. Soon enough she'll see me again in my swim suit and a big fat book.
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After School Shenanigans

The weather has turned and we are back to our after school shenanigans of getting slurpees and taking bike rides.
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Old School

Spring Semester brought another round of Parent/Teacher conferences. These days are full as they bring the parent/teacher/student community together, but they are also full as they bring very long days.

On these days, teachers are to be in the building from 8am to 8pm. So, on this day, I forwent my usual gym routine and decided to lift at my high school's gym and I was pleasantly surprised to find an old school gym with solid iron plates and dumbbells. I lowkey felt like I was at Gold's Gym from the Arnold Schwarzenegger era.

The gym felt like a playground as I took control of the surround sound and was all alone with the loaded barbell on my back. It was surely a little piece of paradise and I am committed to sneaking in there more often.
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New Turquoise

This year, I told my parents that I did not want Christmas gifts, but instead I would want to go with them to pick out a piece of jewelry.

While at the Pow Wow, this new turquoise piece caught my eye. I love how it was a raw and unique embellishment. The turquoise piece is half-moon shaped and capped with a silver crown which results in it looking almost like a chile pepper or even a a pointed knife. Then the oval coral piece perfectly lays within the curves of the turquoise. It feels both masculine and feminine, but ulitmately it is simply gorgeous.

I fell in love with her immediately and I knew she was the piece for me.

She also perfectly matches my beloved turquoise heart necklace. She was meant to be mine!
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A South Park Sunset

Spent a weekend away at my Auntie Angie's cabin out in Jefferson. It was a quick yet refreshing getaway.
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Porcupine Papi

I saw my first porcupine while out hiking in Jeferson with my dad. Unfortunately, this little guy had met his demise, but it gave me the opportunity to get a close examination of this cute little creature.
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Artist: Prince
Song: "U Got The Look"


"You walked in, I woke up
I've never seen a pretty girl
Look so tough, baby
You got that look"

As I sit in my vanity chair, surrounded by a myriad collection of rejected outfit choices, this song frequently plays. It makes me feel powerful as I decide how I am going to present myself to the world that day. And, no matter the outcome, I know that I got the look.
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Snow Day Spinning

Some fresh, yet not quite blizzard level snow brought me an opportunity to spin some donuts in my school's parking lot before the kids got there.

I had a solid 20 minute spin sesh and earned one solid thumbs up from one snow plow.
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The Best Fun-Pa

Every Friday is "Fun-Pa Friday" and on this particular day Fun-Pa was blessed with his favorite weather...snow. Therefore, he got to take his babies to do his favorite activity...sledding.

I love this photo because it captures my dad's devotion to his grandchildren, but it also reminds me of my own childhood when he would take us out to the biggest hills in Denver to sled with our little red sled. I have many of those memories and it wasn't until I was much older that I learned that wrapping your feet in King Sooper plastic grocery bags to go sledding wasn't something all the kids did....we simply did it because we didn't have snow boots lol.
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Baby Cashten

My little baby just turned four months old and this is my favorite age. He is so alert, yet still so cuddly.

During my spring break I was able to spend one whole day cuddling him by the fire after his 4 month check-up which was accompanied by shots.

Here is a photo of him from that day...a rare moment of me putting him down. The cradle was my mother's when she was a baby and the Winnie the Poo bumpers and mattress pad were sewn by me!
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Caught with Cavities

Posing with my x-rays as I await my destiny with the dentist.

It was on this day that I was told that I may have the most teeth in the office as I have all my wisdom teeth and I still have a baby tooth.

I said, "I guess that means I'm full of wisdom and still child-like". He then said, "That...and you have a big mouth". I laughed and volleyed the banter by saying, "Someone's gotta bring the jawline angles into the room."
Artist: Chappell Roan
Song: The Giver


“Girl, I don't need no pickup truck
Revvin' loud to pick you up
'Cause how I love is how I touch
And in the strip mall, town of dreams
Good luck finding a man who has the means
To rhinestone cowgirl all night long”

A new drop comes from our Queer Queen Chappell Roan. I love this chick so much. She's bringing true pop back and yet still creating something new by her bending of genres. This particular song starts off with a strong 90s country riff which transports me back to listening to Shania Twain and the Dixie chicks as a girl. Chappell Roan knows how to make a hit and she's embedded in pop culture and you can see it by her choice of visuals for her music video by mimicking an old school Karaoke choice screen. By this, Chappell shows her appreciation for music history, but her bravery in taking us into a new direction. ​
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Trivia with Teachers

Trivia at Englewood Tavern was led by the history teacher at my school. Let's just say there were way too many geography questions and obscure questions about forgotten Presidents.
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Bernie and AOC

I rode my bike down to the Capitol in hopes to catch a glimpse of the living legends that are Bernie Sander and AOC.

They have been bright lights these past two months and I am so happy to not only have gotten to see them, but to meet so many people who share the same hopes/worries as me.

I knew there would be a crowd when I biked down there, but I had no idea I would be one amongst 34,000. It was an epic day. A hopeful day.
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Feh: This non-fiction book was a hysterical read that helped me heal a lot of my own religious trauma. The author discusses his upbringing as an observant Jew and his transition into the complexities of adulthood. It made me laugh hysterically as well as feel a little less alone in the world of post-religious-observance. I'd give it a strong 4.5/5 stars.

I'm Mostly Here to Enjoy Myself: This read is a Parisian "Eat Pray Love". She chronicles her adventures in Paris post-covid and lands on topics such as singlehood, dating, adventure, isolation, and fresh starts. It was a decent read. I'd give it a solid 3/5 stars.

John Lewis: A Life: This biography of the Civil Rights Icon, John Lewis, was an incredible read. I knew John Lewis was a heroic man, but this very large biography exposes all the details of his history, passion, and his hopes for America. I picked it up shortly after MLK day, and I finished it within a week. I put it down feeling inspired, hopeful, and ready to start some "Good Trouble". I'd rate it a strong 5/5 stars.

I'll Have What She's Having: I am currently reading this with 11 other women and I am loving it! I've always followed Chelsea Handler as she was a mainstay on late night tv. I found her to be a little too crude for my liking, but it won the vote for book club. And, I have not only found it funny, but I have found her to be a rather enlightened woman. Sure she is wild, but her thoughtfulness that is exposed in the memoir feels so genuine and authentic. I am thoroughly enjoying it and I am loving the convos that it prompted at our first book club meeting. So far, I'd rate it 4/5 stars!
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Ms. Mischevious

I have a rather mischevious student who is continuously late to my class.

On this particular day he strolled in fifteen minuets late with a chipotle cup in his hand. I said, "Oh, a long lunch was had I see'. He responded a cheeky reply about traffic as I closed the door behind him. I then gave him his work and told him that now he only had thirty minuets to finish, so he better "lock-in" (as the kids say these days).

He got to work and returned to my desk to do some grading. Then, not even five minutes later he comes up to my desk and smiles at me, knowing I would not approve, and he asked, "Miss, may I go to the bathroom?". I shook my head no. He began to plead like a child. "Please, Please, three minutes". I continued to shake my head but exaggeratedly this time...so much so that my curls levitated from where they laid framing my face. "No. No. No." I said. Then his return pleas. Then my rebuttal, "Nunca. Nunca. Nunca.". We then both began to giggle as we mutually recognized the mischievousness in both of us.

I then stopped, titled my head and asked, "Is it an emergency?". "Yes", he replied. So, knowing the potential for disaster, I said, "Ok, you have three minutes...I'm going to time you." as I started a timer on the projected screen on the wall. I knew this might motivate him as he is a student athlete, but also knowing that this trick works great on toddlers and elementary students.

As the time ticked toward the final seconds, the door swung open and he made the time. I began to slow clap and the whole room joined in a shared triumph as he is one of my students who routinely takes fifteen bathroom breaks.

He waved both hands as if he had just hit a grand slam and walked over to me and said, "Thank you, Miss. This is for you.". He then handed me this little worn ring that you would find in a gumball machine. I said thank you, smiled, and then wondered where on earth he got this in the span of those three minutes.

Teaching is not for the weak of heart, but these moments of building and fostering a community of caring and fun makes a lot of the "other stuff" all worth it.
Artist: Flo Naegeli
Song: Late Night Call

This funky groove only has 3k hits on youtube...it's an unknown jam and I want you to give it some love. It's a song of longing, he's wondering "where the hell you been" because "you make me feel home"; however it's not a despondent longing. No, it's a true daydreaming jam that carries a lightness thanks to the pop melody and climbing electric guitar solo over the bridge.
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*Plays "She's a Bad Mama Jamma*
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Off to Antarctica

1/3 of the table is pictured here as we gathered to celebrate my Auntie Gina's upcoming escapade to Antarctica!

Her trip itinerary included: A stop in Argentina, a day kayaking with the blue whales, walking the arctic with penguins, and jumping into the freezing waters for a true 'Polar Plunge". She is a badass...and a true inspiration to live with a vibrant vivaciousness!
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Lady Luck

After our Antarctica send-off, some of the family members decided to keep the party going by trying our luck up in Black Hawk.

I am proud to say that I was that lucky lady as I brought home 400 dollars from my wins at the Craps table.

I've only played Craps a handful of times, but that day I was feeling lucky. So, I dropped 60 dollars and my stack grew quickly after I rolled for a solid 40 mins. I won hundreds of dollars for the table and I even had some money thrown at me from the other players at the table. I was hot and my number 8 kept showing on the die.

I played for close to three hours that day and I think I found my new favorite table game.
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Ready to Roll

Before we went our separate ways to gamble, we crammed into a hotel room to stock the fridge and indulge in some shit talk and seltzers.
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Lucky Boots

My Uncle Chris has very refined taste.
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"Amatuer" Artists

The students at my school created this wonderful faces inspired by the works of Kimmy Cantrell. They are constructed out of the simple materials of cardborad and paint.

I was so inspried by their beauty that I plan to make my own!
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Pow Wow Wow

I found this dress at the thrift store about two years ago. It's a simple wrap dress, but I always receive a lot of compliments when I wear it.

I chose to wear it for the Pow Wow because of its floral/naturalist theme and it's bright colors. I did this intentionally because those outside of the culture may envision animal-hide-tan as the dominant color of Natives, when the reality is that the culture is bright and loves to present the bright colors of nature in their regalia.
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My Newest Friend

This is Guyla. She is a para at my school. And, she may very well be the most badass woman in Denver.

She is seventy-one years old and she drinks her Bud Light on ice. She's been riding motorcycles since she was thirteen years old and she hitchhiked across America not once, but twice. She's been shot, kidnapped, stabbed, and thrown 30 yards off her motorcycle. She frequented Sturgees and knows all the best dives in Denver. She's a breath of fresh air. She is confident in her mature beauty, dawns her long grey hair down to her waist, and has the best collection of earrings and Doc Martens. She's everything that is missing in our digital age. AI is no threat to her. She is as real and raw as you can get. And her presence solidifies my own convictions to do the same.

I’m so lucky to be her “Hot Date” on Wednesdays…especially because she self-proclaimed that she doesn’t like most people. When I asked her why she allowed me the honor, she said…”Because you’re the real deal. It’s evident in everything you do. You’re you. No one else. And I like that”. It was easily one of the best compliments I have gotten in a while.
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A Wild Fashionista

We are raising a free spirit. You can see it in the way she dresses, the way she unflinchingly picks up inchworms, and in the way she hauls ass down a hill on her pedal-less bike.
Artist: Bad Bunny
Song: Baile Inolvidable (Unforgettable Dance)


"No, no te puedo olvidar"--- No, I can't forget you
"No, no te puedo borrar" ---- No, I can't erase you
"Tú me enseñaste a querer"- You taught me how to love
"Me ensenaste a bailar"--- You taught me how to dance


This new salsa anthem from Bad Bunny sounds joyous via the triumpant trumpet, but it made me weep. The lyrics. The lamenting. The longing for the one who gave him his unforgettable dance.

This is a song of my heart; and I send it out to the one who I taught how to dance Salsa. You are my unforgetable dance. 
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Cocktails and Flippers

Found a cool little bar that has creative cocktails and free pinball. My coworkers are nerds...and I support their hobbies. I am truly game for whatever.
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Beauty as Payment

As I sat drinking my morning cup of coffee in bed, I felt inspired to capture a snapshot of my private view.

This is the foot of my bed. I love how the sheer canopy of my four post bed framed the cranes of the partition for my closet.

This partition screen has been in my family for over twenty years. It was given to my dad as payment for a side job he did for a family friend. My dad laid some tile for the friend, but he was unable to pay so he gave my dad these partitions that he had gotten from Vietnam shortly after his time in the Vietnam War.

I have always loved them, and once I moved into a large enough space, I knew I wanted to ask my dad to pull them out of storage so that they could receive the proper light and love that they deserve.

They are so gorgeous. The vibrant colors are constructed out of silk threads that have been hand-woven.
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Klimt Collage

If you were to ask me my favorite artist, I may very well say Klimt. I adore his use of gold and his refusal to be timid with vibrant color. His work also captures the beauty of the naked body and the universal language of the embrace.
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Saint Patrick's Parade

Denver loves a parade. And, I'm a Denver girl.
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Frisbee Golf

Our first 70 degree day welcomed the opportunity to play some frisbee golf with friends. I forgot to take photos of the action, but I did snag a photo of this piece of art on Tee Pad #7.
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Dive In Bar

This is one of my favorite bars on South Broadway. They have two pool tables, two ping pong tables, one foosball table, and a speed boat in the middle of the bar. Oh, and the drinks are equally cheap and strong.
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Star Crossed Lovers

"I don't want to need you, 'cause I can't have you."

I watched this movie as a child, and remembered being struck by the beauty of both Meryl Streep and Clint Eastwood.

But, on a lazy Sunday, I re-watched the movie as an adult and wept like a child. The story of these two star-crossed lovers is a beautiful tragedy about the surety of untimely love. It captures the grief and profundity of the unfortunate fate of falling love at the most inopportune time.

But what is grief, if not love persevering?
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Teachers on Spring Break

I spent one of my days of Spring Break protesting at the Capitol with the teacher unions of Coloado.
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He Gets It

Several students were also seen at the protest. This little guy was so creative with his sign and had the sweetest smile.
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Half-Marathon Training

Living in the heart of Denver allows me to walk out my door, catch the South Platte Trail and sightsee much of my hometown's important landmarks while I log my miles.
Artist: Kaytranada
Song: Be Your Girl

Spring is here. You know what that means...it's the count down to swimsuit season. And, this song puts me in that mood. Catch me outside with my cooler backpack, olive skin, and not a care in the world.
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Six Miles; All Smiles

This run was particularly beautiful as we were blessed with a night's rain the previous evening. The air was fresh, the Platte was gushing, and the skyscrapers had a fresh wash.

Can I say it again? I love my city.

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January 2025

1/31/2025

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Giddy Up!
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Some cowboys smoking their "cowboy killers" in 15 degree weather.
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National Western Stock Show.

Waiting for my turkey leg with my tall boy.
Song: Drunken Poet's Dream
Artist: Hayes Carll


A cover of a Ray Wylie Hubbard classic has me yearning for long summer days and the wandering it brings. 
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Favorite Lyrics: 
"I got a woman, she's wild as Rome
She likes to lay naked and be gazed upon
Well, she crosses a bridge then sets in on fire
Lands like a bird on a telephone wire"

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The most gorgeous gals around.
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A Friday Night Rodeo

My favorite event is the Cowboy Roping. This is when the cowboy and his horse are released from the chute the same time as a small cow. The cowboy has to rope the cow around the neck, jump off his horse, and tie both the front and back legs of the cow.
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A Pensive Pal
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Chute Out Bar

After the Rodeo, we scooted to the Chute Out Bar to chase some yellowjackets and meet all the cowboys.
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The Deloran

Found an 80's themed speakeasy off of Broadway in Denver. The aesthetic was 10/10.
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High Score

While at The Deloran, I pumped some quarters into the Ms. Pacman and I managed to get the machine's high score. I am proud, but also firmly aware that if I brought my mother here, she would crush that.
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Milennium Flacon Jungle Juice

I am far from a Star Wars fan, but this was neccessary for the table. Another highlight (not pictured) was the "tv dinner" inspired appetizers.
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My Great Grandpa and My Uncle Dickie

My mom sent me this photo with the following caption: "I found this photo of my Papu (right) and your first crush, Uncle Dickie (left)".

It's reassuring to hear that my taste in men hasn't changed much. lol. What can I say, I like a well dressed man, with a long square face and a head of voluminous hair.

Fun Fact: I actually saw my Uncle Dickie at a funeral about a year ago. He was still as fly as ever....even in his 80s.

God Bless a Beautiful Gene Pool
Song: Pro Freak
Artist: Smino


Brining the early 2000's Outkast vibes mixed with a bit of Drumline. This song was on heavy rotation as I curled my hair and did my makeup this month. 
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A Green Dream

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Style: Making the Unneccesary Neccesary
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Officially Registered

Training has begun for this year's Colfax Marathon. This is my first half-marathon and I am a bit nervous...but I am excited to run through the Denver Zoo and through some of Denver's best landmarks/parks.
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Two Blackbirds

I saw this beauty at one of my favorite metaphysical shops in Denver. Unfortunately, she was not for sale.
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Lunar New Year

Kicking off "The Year of the Snake" by stopping by the "Far East Center" in Denver's "Little Vietnam". I grabbed some red envelopes and some candy to hand out to my students.

Lunar New Year is one of my favorite holiday's of the year. I consider it more of a "fresh start" than the New Year's of January first.

Also, it reminds me of teaching at my first school. It was at this school that I began the whole school tradition of celebrating this day as a way to honor our large population of Vietnamese students. I look back fondly at that as one of the best things I left behind at that school as I remember the swelling of pride that my students felt as we celebrated their culture.
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Dame un Besito
Song: Lloraras
Artist: Oscar D'Leon


In my ESL classes this month, we practiced our English speaking/presentation skills by having the kids present on a style of dance from their home country. 

The genre of dance that was overwhelmingly loved by my Venezuelan students was Salsa. Out of my 20ish students, 10 of them chose Salsa as their presentation topic. This quickly turned our class into a dance party. lol

It was so fun to dance with my students and experience some joy especially with how heavy school has felt for my students this month. 
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Sick in Bed

During the month of January, I unfortunately caught a 2 week cold that I could not shake.
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Communication is Key

For a full week, I communicated with my kids via typing and projecting on the screen. Gratefully, my kids were so kind to me a few even made me "Get Well" cards.
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Wisdom via Celestial Seasonings

It is hot tea season and I love reading the quotes Celestial Seasonings peppers on their various flavors.

This quote resonated with me as I feel it captures my own philosophy of life: I want to experience the breadth and width of life; not just the shallowness that promises safety.
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Valentine's Day Nails

Valentine's Day is my favorite holiday...so I decided to celebrate a little bit early with this design.
Song: Rock with You (The Reflex Revision)
Artist: Michael Jackson / Revision


One of my favorite DJ mixes to one of my favorite songs.

This song reminds me of my first few years of teaching as I used to play it for my students while they worked and at their school dances. 
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This is one of those songs that will get the whole room moving. So, next time you go to a dive bar and see a jukebox unoccupied....please, put "Rock With You" on and put the whole place into a good mood.
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Snow on my Ponderosa

Denver has been a bit too dry for my liking. I've missed the snow, shoveling, and spinning donuts in empty parking lots.
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Crowded Gyms

Every January, gyms are blessed with an increase in attendance. As a routine gym-rat, this can be frustrating; however, I find it to be very inspiring to see newbies trying something new and making their health a priority.

So, if you're new to the gym...Welcome! And if you're a fellow gym-rat like me who is experiencing some frustration with limited availability of machines...remember that you were once new and that we have some brave new souls who want to be just like you.
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I Love My Gym

No tvs, no music, a killer view of the Mile High Stadium, and a diverse crowd of trust fund babies and North Side Vatos.
Song: Designer
Artist: Balu Brigada


Some fresh funk with an impeccable music video vibe. I can't wait to listen to this song accompanied by some warmer weather as I roller skate around Wash Park.  
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A 4 Year Old's "Horse" Party
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Big Brother Duties
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Fun with my Students

After a long 90 minute class, I gave my kids 15 minutes of free time and they broke out this "vintage" digital camera. They took turns snapping photos and posing.

Observing my students play and be goofy made my heart swell and my eyes water. This month has been hard on my kids as all of them are feeling the uncertainty of our nation's current upheaval and the daily fears they experience while being in school that is no longer considered a "Sanctuary Location".

These past two weeks have been traumatic for them, but I and the other teachers in my building are assuring them of their safety and the fight that we are willing to fight for them.
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Slurpees with Nina

Hitting 7-11 with my carpool after school. Being the "fun aunt" is my calling.
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Stadium Inn

Popped into this bar in hopes to play some pool, but found it to be overtaken by DU college students.

I rarely feel like an elder, but as I waited in line for the bathroom, I looked around and felt like I was hanging out in a daycare.

P.S. I wish I would have sent this photo to the couple in the center. They look beautiful.
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Read More Poetry
Song: Man in the Box
Artist: Alice in Chains


This song was my "go-to" before my basketball games in middle school/high school. The aggressive opening and the lead singer's vocals geared me up for war. 
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This song, for the month of January, has been being played by our high school Jazz band and it is so incredibly epic. I have found myself hanging out in the hall and sneaking glances of the kids jamming out. The angst, the aggression, the impulse for war...it all feels appropriate being echoed by the hands of teenagers.
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Idaho Spring's Best Dive

I played a lot of pool this month, but my favorite game was here in one of my favorite dive bars. I came here after a long soak at Indian Hot Springs and picked up a game with a motorcycle babe in her 70s. We were neck and neck, but she managed to kick my ass every game.

Her name was Lenore and a lifelong resident of Idaho Springs. We talked pool, motorcycles, favorite roulette numbers, and being a woman who runs with wolves.

She inspired me and solidified my own identity as a woman who cannot be tamed.

Upon leaving, I asked if we could trade numbers to meet up again to play, and she cool-ly said..."I don't have a phone, you know where to find me". #Goals
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Wrestling at West High School

My baby cousin (7th grade) dominated the 160 lb weight class.

Here is an action shot of him effortlessly body slamming his opponent into a tap-out submission.

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Love on Colfax

I love the new Colfax tradition of hanging these hearts in the Heart of Downtown Denver.
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Saint Cajetan's Restored to Original Colors

To celebrate its 100th birthday, this historic building was converted back to its original colors. It is a glorious and a beautiful oasis in a sea of concrete gray.
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Best Cocktail: Goldfinch's "Pleased to Meet You"

Tried a new spot called Goldfich. It has a swanky vibe with great color, fabric, and cocktails.

The "Pleased to Meet You" was my favorite. He are the ingredients: Rye Whiskey, Canton, Honey Ginger Syrup, Lemon, Angostura Liquer, Sage
Song: Sweet Little Rainbows
Artist: Allen Stone


This song went triple platinum in my house. 

Allen Stone, the hipster looking man with the soul of angelic gospel singer, does it again with this "COLORS" performance. 

This song accompanied me on my slow domestic duties of baking my weekly breakfast muffins, mopping my wood floors with Murphy oil, and folding laundry while Frankincense incense burns and my hips were rocking.
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It is a song of worship. Listen with me. Welcome to my church. 
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Denim Dime

This month I was a shameless outfit repeater with this look. I wore it to the following events:

1. Friday Night Rodeo
2. Wandering the Stock Show
3. Dance Lessons at the Grizzly Rose
4. Zach Top Concert
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4 Hour Brunch

A spontaneous family brunch quickly turned into an all-day event after bottomless mimosas got involved.
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Lookout Mountain

Bored at home? Don't scroll on your phone. Instead, gas up your car and go for a ride. If you're in Denver...cruising the curves of Lookout Mountain is always a good ass time.
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Run in my Hose

I wore my favorite tights to work, but unfortunately caught a run via my long nails.

Ponder: What is it about a run in your hose that makes an outfit teeter on the realm of scandalousness. Is it social conditioning? Is it the peek of flesh? Is it the juxtaposition of femininity and the roughness of tears?
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YUP
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Sold Out

Waiting in line at Zach Top's sold out show. I was sick as a dog without a voice, but I had to see that man work.
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Zach Top

A young man in his 20s bringing the 90s country vibes with his steel guitar songs and starched button-up shirts.

I have never seen the Grizzly Rose so packed and never have I seen so many buckets of beer purchased so as to limit your amount of "bar breaks" you'd have to take and potentially lose your spot in the crowd.
Song : Bad Luck
Artist: Zach Top


January is always a heavy country music month for me as the Stock Show rolls in. 

And this guy was my newest discovery via my cousin J'aundre as we carpooled to the Rodeo. His voice immediately gripped me and I asked, "Who is this?!"

I was expecting some artist from the 90s, but no, it was a new guy named Zach Top who is only 28 years old...baby boy was born at the tail end of the 90s. To say I fell in love quickly is an understatement.

My love only deepened as my cousin surprised me with some tickets to Zach Top' sold out concert that would happen the very next week after my "first meeting" with him!

P.S. I love this song, but I also love the video. It's got all the things I love: a good looking man, a dirty dive bar, a pool game, and a sweet ass truck. God Bless America, its cowboys, and dimly lit dives. 
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My Inner-Clepto's Temptation

I saw this beauty at the "side bar" at the Grizzly Rose. I loved it and even found myself evaluating the "steal-ability" of the piece (I mean....look how easy it would have been).

But rest assured, I left her behind as I am a believer in the effects of karma.
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Free Pool Wednesdays

My favorite pool hall in Denver...I shall not disclose the location. If you know this photo, we should hang out.
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